emergencyregistrar

a lysed inferoposterior stemi…

an MTP joint aspiration…

4th MCP fracture > POSI

droperidol x3….

haemarthrosis knee

superior articular facet fracture of c7….

i thought i was okay; until someone asked whether “are you okay”

and reminded me that “i am awesome”

maybe i display a flat face when it comes to feedback

but deep deep down i feel guilty and stupid

and always blame myself for not being good enough

not failing to be a patient advocate

on another gripe

i have a theory that registrars of similar ethnic backgrounds treat each other like shit. just an observation. “can’t be accused of racism” right