21 12 2017

noun: counter-transference
  1. the emotional reaction of the analyst to the subject’s contribution.


i thought i was okay; until someone asked whether “are you okay”

and reminded me that “i am awesome”

maybe i display a flat face when it comes to feedback

but deep deep down i feel guilty and stupid

and always blame myself for not being good enough

not failing to be a patient advocate



on another gripe

i have a theory that registrars of similar ethnic backgrounds treat each other like shit. just an observation. “can’t be accused of racism” right




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